I've used my last OPK, and got another negative. That makes 140 negatives in a row. I'm thinking about giving up on testing until after AF shows up, but I have no idea when that will be. I'm getting awfully tired of waiting for my fertility to come back, plus these tests cost money. Dh thinks I should continue testing, because if we can catch the first egg, then I'll probably end up going four years with no AF, and, in his words, that would be awesome.
I'm just getting so frustrated! DD1 is night-weaned now, and has been for over a month. Based on everything I've read, I expected night weaning to restore my fertility. Plus, the week before Christmas I had such severe hormonal surges and got every possible symptom of impending AF, but magnified 10x what they usually are, so I was sure I would either get AF or at least a positive OPK. But still, nothing.
And it worries me because I'm not getting any younger. The goal was to have two children before age 35. Now it's not possible to have anything but a preemie before I'm 34, and I don't want that. I just feel like a window is closing.
I just needed to vent a little bit about this here. Would you continue OPKs? Is there anything else I can be doing?