Carolyn

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Carolyn

Your Beta is today... Right?!

Good Luck!!! :goodluck:

Let us know how it goes xo

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Good luck today!! I'll be thinking of you!!

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:goodluck:

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Thoughts and Prayers Carolyn!!!

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good luck Carolyn!!!

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Good luck!! Hope you get a big number...

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Thanks, gals. Unfortunately, it was negative at less than 2. I expected it since I've had all BFN since Saturday, but to know for sure hurts.

I keep wondering if I could/should have done something different. Did I pick up DD too much? Did that time she plopped herself down on my stomach hurt anything? Should DH and I not have DTD one week after FET? (RE said "normal activities" were fine, didn't mention sex specifically, and instructions from fresh cycle were to abstain for one week.)

I know these thoughts aren't logical - people who pick up children and have sex have healthy pregnancies all the time - but I can't help but feel like it's my fault.

I can't begin to thank all of you for your support through all of this. I think I'm going to take a break from the boards for awhile - from posting at least - I'm still going to stalk you! Good luck to everyone, especially those of you currently cycling. Hugs.

Carolyn

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:bighug: I'm so sorry Carolyn. I'm sure it's so easy to second guess everything you've done and wonder if you did something wrong. Just know that it was nothing you did. I hope you can take time to yourself to heal and grieve. :bighug:

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I'm so sorry Carolyn. *HUGS* I second Meg... take some time for yourself and know that you did nothing wrong.

*HUGS*

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oh nooooo!! I am so sorry, your right it does hurt. When you feel up to it, it would be nice for you, me and Jenn to get together.

Huge hugs!!!

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Oh Carolyn, I'm sorry. (((big hug)))

I totally understand your need to break from all of this. This is such an emotional roller coaster. Take it easy and treat yourself to a great workout or a fab bottle of wine.

xo

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Thanks again. I have a question that I forgot to ask the RE's nurse. How long should it take for AF to return? I'm so not looking forward to that, especially considering I haven't had it since the end of May. At least I don't have to take those f****** PIO shots and stick pills up my hoo-ha anymore, right?
Carolyn

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(((Carolyn))) I'm so sorry! I wish we both could have had happier results.

As for AF, my nurse said it could take 10-14 days to come but some patients got it right away. I stopped PIO on Monday and got AF yesterday. My body is just mean sometimes...or maybe that's a good thing so I can move on from this cycle.

Try not to give in to the what ifs. You did everything you could to make this work and it was nothing you did or didn't do.

You wil be in my thoughts!

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I'm sorry Carolyn. I hated to see your post because I was holding out hope for you until the last second.

I usually got AF about 4 days or so after stopping PIO.