Just wanted to check in on everyone. I really have no home on preg.org anymore, but I still check up on you ladies a couple times a day. Hope you don't mind. Congrats to all of you that have gotten BFP's!!! I'll be stalking you for the next 9 months.
I don't know where I last updated everyone. DH and I have come to the decision to no longer continue IF treatments. If we get our miracle naturally we would be thrilled, but we aren't being aggressive in trying. I have come to peace that I most likely won't have any biological children. I am extremely blessed to have 3 beautiful daughters. All along our IF journey, I had always thought maybe God knew I wouldn't be able to have children, so he brought me to my DH and gave me 3 daughters. I never wanted to accept that because I thought we'd have more children. After this last failed cycle, there was no question in accepting it. After this last cycle, I just wanted to be done. I had never felt that before, I had always wanted to jump in and try another cycle. I think this was all God speaking to me telling me what his plan was for me.
DH and I's relationship is much better w/o the stress of IF treatments. I am enjoying life more. I haven't felt this good for 2 1/2 years. It feels so good not to have to worry about money and every little thing we do. I'm actually going to give myself a little treat. I think I'm going to get breast implants after the 1st of the year. I am very small chested and have always considered this. I always told myself if I didn't get a baby, I was going to get new boobs, so I think that's what I'm going to do!
Hope everyone is doing well here and I wish all of you the best of luck!!!!