My SIL had her baby this morning. Of course I'm happy for them, but I'm also a little envious. She actually told me that she was sorry and that she knows we've been struggling. I probably hate that more than anything. Don't apologize to me for having a baby. My fertility issues are not your fault....I understand that. But everyone walks on egg shells and gives me sad eyes all the time. Well, anyone who knows what we're going through and there aren't many. Just feeling a little down today and having a lot of negative thoughts. Thanks for listening!