Hi Jean. I guess I never responded to your thread in the first place. Sorry! I know what you mean about trying to avoid IVF....it was a really difficult decision for me. Despite what the doctors were telling me, I always had this little hope.....Sorry for all your losses and the recent CP. I hope it is not ectopic and that is resolves quickly on its own. Don't feel bad for wanting the extra chance before taking the step to IVF.....it's a big step and you've been so close, so many times. I will agree about the hormones, though, I know they make me somewhat irrational!
Welcome over here at any rate. I hope you find support like I have when you start IVF.