Well, as you can probably guess by my absence, the beta was negative. I'm still in a little bit of shock, as I was feeling very confident about the cycle (even with the lack of symptoms). That was our only snow pea from Riley's DE cycle. I'll be 43 next month, so that's pretty much it for us - for a multitude of reasons, but the main one is that we're so blessed to have Riley.
After so many years (literally, like 9 years) of TTC, it's kind of weird to know we're done. Really really done. DH and I haven't really talked in depth about the negative beta, or how we move forward from here, but it's very bittersweet in a way. I guess I still need time to digest that our journey is both fulfilled and over.
I'll still be on the boards cheering everyone on. I feel it is my duty to return the favor after so many years being supported by others. Good luck everyone!
I'm so sorry Christi. I was really hoping this wasn't the case. It is hard to accept the fact of the finality of being done with expanding your family. I made that decision 2 years ago. Now I am peace with it and happy. I hope you reach that point eventually.
I still can't stay away from this board. I love to follow everyone's journeys.
IVF #1-cancelled d/t embryos arresting before transfer (3/09)
IVF #2-BFP 9wks-7/30/09 (6/09)
IVF #3-BFN (5/10)
I am so sorry My T&Ps are with you and your family. I hope that you can continue to find that peace
I am so very sorry Christi. I can only imagine how this must feel. My thoughts and prayers are with you. *HUGS*
I was hoping that the outcome would be different.
Have you posted any recent updates on Riley? It's been a while since I've "seen" you around. I've missed you!