Hi friends. I've been reading the July cycler's thread every other day. I can't believe so many are cycling now.
I decided to wait one more month. I drove 550 miles north to visit my family last week after a few days of fighting with dh. (thats not why I left, just worked out that way) While there we had a good timeout except for one bad phone call which happened to be on cd 1. I went out and got my bcp, planned on taking them that night but then decided it might be wrong for me to start until I got home and worked things out with dh. We did just that. But i'm now on cd7. Oh well, time will fly by now i'm sure. Maybe we will have a better chance at getting a bfp with me and him in a better frame of mind.
I also had a few interviews with a Canadian Lingerie company called La Vie en Rose. I like their stores. I got a job offer and i'm to tell them tomorrow if i'll take it. I'm not freaking out over the decision, in my heart I always knew what i'd say.
(the interview fell into my lap so to speak, a previous co/worker recommended me and I said i'd be willing to meet with the District Manager to talk)
I figure that my life's goals right now are to be a better wife/mom, focusing on my spirituality AND become a birth mother. Managing a large outlet store just doesn't fit in with fertility treatments and the scheduling that comes along with it. Oh and we went shopping yesterday and my feet were killing me, legs too. Standing all day at work just isn't for me anymore.
I have unemployment insurance until next Feb. Right now we are still eating and have a roof over our heads. Dh is finally keeping quiet about his dreams of a big screen tv and better vehicle.
Sorry I've been quiet the past two weeks. It was a hard decision for me to wait a month and now i'm over it, looking forward to spending more time on 'getting healthy' and hopefully having my dreams come true.
ps, all I can think about is having triplets.