The last few days have been a horrible rollercoaster!
First off, Monday started great. I got my final paper mark back for my final course - 90%! So, I was thrilled! Then, the pharmacy called and shipped out my drugs that day, so that was exciting too. I got a run in Monday afternoon and felt awesome!
Then Monday night, hubby went to work and my 2.5 year old had the most horrible bed time - he screamed and cried that he didn't want to be in his room. Finally got him down at 10 pm - 2 hours past his normal bed time. Tuesday I checked the tracking on my drugs, but they ended up being delayed because the transfer was missed - so I started to panick since I needed them to start injections Thursday morning - which means I wanted to be able to talk to the pharmasict today about them. I was a mess yesterday afternoon - even after a lunch time run. Then last night, my toddler had so much of a hard time that I ended up having a meltdown right with him. We sat in the rocking chair, both of us bawling at 11 pm last night. I don't know if he can sense my anxiety lately or something is wrong or what but it's stressing me out way more.
Anyways, today my drugs arrived and I was able to discuss them with my pharmasict and "learn" how to give the injections to myself... I am VERY nervous but excited a bit to get started. I am so wound up that I don't know if I just want to stress eat or run, run, run... thank goodness Zumba is tonight!
Sorry, just needed to vent and get it all out. I do my first shot tomorrow at 8 am and am super duper, almost wanna puke nervous. It's hard to believe that my son and I will be driving to the city in a week and starting our week away from hubby/dad. I hope whatever is bugging my little one goes away - I hate to see him so upset when I am not really feeling strong enough to handle it in a smart way. Thankfully we are staying with my SIL and BIL and they have 3 kids to keep my guy busy and happy.
Did I mention I am really really nervous?????