Preparing for Pregnancy

Afraid to take the test

I am a new memeber to this site and the ability to blog has got he hooked. I feel like I finally talk about what I feel and what I am going through and maybe someone will TRULY understand. I am 29 years old ane my husband and I have been trying for 5yrs now to get pregnant. I have had several pregnancy scares and I have come to the point where I am afraid to take pregnacy tests because of the the disappointment and frustration of negative results. I got pregnant 8 yrs ago and I had a miscarriage and I have yet to concieve again.

Before the Beginning

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We haven't begun trying to conceive our second child yet, but my impatience is growing. Due to my work, the timing of having a baby is important to me. I have a very busy and demanding job at the first of the year. The first 3 months are the busiest and most stressful of any. I'm nervous about being in my third trimester through the new year, but I'm beyond ready for another baby.