Trying to Conceive

The Countdown

First.Time.Mom's picture

So the count down begins, only 5 more days til I get to start progesterone and then clomid, I couldn't be more excited and apprehensive about this journey. I have waited so long to have a child and now I feel guilty and scared, scared because I am a strong believer in the whole 2012 thing and guilty because my ex still has a lot of my heart and has just lost his mom who was also like a mom to me and he really needs me now and wants nothing more than for me to come back so he won't be alone. I was his first and only love and abandoned him for my childhood sweetheart.


My emotions are all over the place. I thought we were pregnant and then my period started. Now it wont leave! Im hurting and bleeding bad. Clotting like nobody's business. Wondering if I am miscarrying. Still in search of the compassionate doctor that will look past my weight and see my good health as a factor in conceiving a child.
I am at my wits end. Thank God for my sanity.


renomx6's picture

Today I feel hopeless. I can't help but to say poor me. What's wrong with me? WHy can't I have a beautiful baby as easy as everyone else? Yesterday someone dropped by to show me her 3 month old little girl. How could god do that to me when he knows that I'm struggling? It was like a slap in the face. THe worst part is that I'm a day late with no BFP.

First time trying to be a first time mom

First.Time.Mom's picture

I'm new to this site but not to trying to conceive, I have PCOS and loved the site I was on with the other women who were TTC with PCOS... but the site gave me hope and let me down all at the same time, I would feel hope when someone got lucky and became pregnant after years of trying but then I would feel like there was no hope when it came to those who tried everything and still had no luck.

My period was a week early and I feel fatigue and dizzy a lot am I pregnant?

Me and my husband have been trying to conceive on and off for 2 years. The last 3 months we have been trying we used ovulation kits and everything. My period is normally 35 day cycle and my period started a week earlier than expected. It was very light and a pinkish color, I am normally extremely heavy and my period lasts for 5 to 6 days. This period was only 2 days.

Trying to Conceive

cbardsley's picture

My husband and I got married Nov 8th, 2010 and we have decided it is probably time to start trying. I am in school and work a part-time job and he is in the USAF. There is going to be a waiting list for the program I want to do, so now is better than ever if I am going to have a break anyways from school.

We keep trying, but starting to get worried.....

Well my husband and I have been on the journey of trying to conceive for the past 7 months now, with no luck yet. I'm starting to get a little worried. I am 33 turning 34 in a couple of months, and never have had any children. My husband has two children from previous relationships. I have begun to think that my conceiving is going to be harder on me than I thought.