Today was a little crushing. i was surfing around looking up facts about post depo TTC...well suffice it to say the nurse's casual "it may take take some time to get out of your system" wasnt very specific. they asked me before my first shot if i planned on getting pregnant that year, and i said no because i wasnt. so i continued for about 3 injections (9 months) and when we decided it was beebee making time i quit. come to find out there are TONS of lawsuits and petitions to get depo off the market because the average time to conceive is between 4 months to 2 freakin years...in some cases indefinitely infertile.
of course the eugenicist jerks at planned parenthood, ever trying to keep another person from resurfacing didnt utter a word about the long turn around time and distinct possibility of never ever ever being able to have a baby. unless you count the one unspecific little sentence she kinda half mumbled while she prepped the needle. which i dont.
i think it was unprofessional.
the lawsuits and petitions have scared me.
im about to fly into a panic and buy out the homeopathic fertility section of vitamin world.
for now ill take a deep breath and relax. its only been a couple months.
itll be ok.
Bastien Levi Cuvreau
Calliope Susanne Cuvreau...
im getting ready for you :D