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"yes hunny, I do love you even though you think you're a whale."

I have never been the skinniest girl on the block - I will never be the 90 pounds like my cousin is (AFTER TWO CHILDREN), or like the anorexic bimbo that graces the cover of US WEEKLY - and because of this, I do admit to having some body issues.

My fiance knows about these little 'issues' and although some times teases me about them, loves me unconditionally and supports me and my little neurosis and I do mean ALL of them. *sigh*

There is a chance that I am pregnant. which is fantastic because I've wanted to be a mother since - wow, as long as I can remember.